3.01.2006

Lies Lies Lies

Everybody already knows that everyone lies at least once in their life whether it be to themselves or another person.

Everybody already knows that lies can be bad or good.

And they all know that lies...Make something happen.

The problem with lies is that they will never go away. You can say someone looks great when they don't to make them feel better, but then that person may not take you seriously later in life. Yeah, that lie helped then, but it may not help later. It matters on the person you lie to.

As a person, I see a lot of gray in the world and I try my best not to state my opinion when it hurts someone else. That's just the way I am. But when it comes to lies, I say what I see.

Okay, I lie a lot because of my slackerish ways (SLACKERS UNITE!) in school in such. But that's because my life has already begun outside of school. I have a lot to do outside of school but it's worth it and I sail through no problem. But it's hard for me to lie to my friends. I do it, but not that often.

Another thing I do day after day is lie to myself. Maybe it's just an attention thing because I don't get it at home blah blah blah. No. I'm fine and mentally okay (even is some ways that's a lie). But I tell myself, "If only I could be a better person." or "If only I could do this or that." I'm too young to be in Erikson's despair stage! And I admit to that. Everyone has their faults. It makes them who they are today. And my lies make me who I am today. They give me something to move towards and try to fix. When I lie to myself it only hurts me. When I lie to others, it hurts the people I love (not including school). I'd rather lie to myself anyday.

C.P.S

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